The start of something new.
A little over a week ago I hit a bottom again. I had a huge cathartic cry in my beautiful new bath. A big teary, desperate conversation with M (my hubby and beloved). A heavy, long sleep.
I got up Monday and got angry. I used the anger to fuel my rise. I didn't stay in bed for the whole week. I didn't even feel too sorry for myself. I had a new conviction to help myself get better.
My motivation and conviction is waining today. So I will focus on something. My new blog.
The last one was not only about my depression - it was depressing.
I needed to come to a bright place and I needed to not be 'bluehart' anymore.
I am J-M. Hope to hear from you soon.
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